beautiful boy: a father's journey through his son's addiction


THE NIGHT STEVE JOBS MET ANDY WARHOL
by David Sheff
It was dusk, sprinkling and windy
outside. Steve Jobs and I hurried along Manhattan’s Central Park West. Steve
was carrying a large box—a birthday present for Sean Lennon, who was turning
nine. If he hadn’t been murdered four years earlier, John would have been 44.
Both father and son shared the same birthday, October 9.
We turned right onto West 72nd
Street at the storied Dakota apartment building. To get into the building
through the carriageway, we passed through a gathering of fifty or sixty people,
many holding lit candles. They were singing, “Give Peace a Chance,” remembering
Lennon. A few had tears. We stood with them for a while before going inside.
Before 1980, the Dakota had been
known for its famous residents, including the Lennons, Calvin Klein, Boris
Karloff and Lauren Bacall, and the movie filmed there, Roman Polanski’s Rosemary’s Baby. Since then it’s been remembered
for tragedy—Lennon’s murder on the sidewalk out front. A few months before John
died, I’d conducted the Playboy
Interview with him and Yoko. It was the final in-depth interview of John’s life.
One of the last things he said to me was, “I’m forty. Life begins at forty, so
they promise. And I believe it, too. I’m, like, excited. Like, what’s going to happen next?”
Steve and I waited for the ancient
elevator. “All the girls loved Paul, but John was my favorite Beatle,” he said.
“Lennon cut through the bullshit and told it like it was. I still can’t believe
they killed him. He was a genius, a beautiful genius.” He said that there had
been a period when he was a teenager that he listened exclusively to the
Beatles, solo Lennon, and Dylan.
The elevator, with gnarly gargoyles
looking down on passengers, creaked slowly upward to the seventh floor. On the
landing, Steve knocked on an oversized mahogany door. A man opened it and ushered
us in. As instructed, we removed our shoes. Steve found a place to store the large
box on the floor, behind a collection of walking sticks.
In the evening light, out the window
of the White Room–everything inside was white, including the piano on which Lennon
wrote “Imagine”–Central Park was a patchwork of crystal and gray. Across the
park, the lights of Fifth Avenue hotels and apartments glittered. The party was
in full swing. The guests included Walter Cronkite, Roberta Flack, Harry
Nilsson, John Cage, and artists Louise Nevelson, Kenny Scharf, and Keith
Haring. Andy Warhol arrived, refusing to take his shoes off. Sean came up and
Warhol gave him presents, including a spectacular painting of a heart-shaped
candy box and a bracelet he’d made out of pennies. The last time they’d seen
each other, Warhol had ripped a dollar-bill in two and given half to Sean, who,
after thanking Andy, jokingly asked for the other half. Warhol reached in his
pocket and handed Sean a wad of torn-in-half dollars.
Dinner was served and then a
birthday cake in the shape of a grand piano. Afterward, the adults talked, and
Jobs asked Sean if he’d like his present. Following Sean, Steve lugged the box he’d
brought down the hallway to Sean’s bedroom, also white, but that one had shelves
of robots. Steve opened the carton and lifted out his present.
Steve had boyish dark hair parted on
the side. He wore jeans and a white dress shirt, sleeves rolled up. He sprawled
on the floor in front of a computer. Called Macintosh, it was boxy, taller than
it was wide, beige, the size of a breadbox set on its side.
Steve turned the computer on, and Sean,
sitting on the floor near him, stared at the six-inch, black-and-white built-in
monitor. He watched Steve push a cigarette-box-sized contraption that was
attached to the computer by a wire along the floor. Steve said it was called a
mouse. When he guided it along, an arrow on the screen moved, too. Steve moved the
arrow over a tiny picture of a paintbrush and clicked to launch a program
called MacPaint. He looked at Sean. “You try,” he said.
Sean took control of the mouse, and rolled the
small box along the floor. Steve said, “Now hold the button down while you move
it and see what happens.” Sean did, and a thin, jagged, black line, appeared on
the screen.
Sean, entranced, said, “Cool!” He
clicked the mouse button, pushed it around, and on the screen appeared shapes
and lines, which he erased, and then he drew a sort of lion-camel and then a
figure that he said was Boy George.
A few people entered the room and stood
over Sean and Steve, watching over their shoulders. I looked up. “Hmmm,” said
one, Andy Warhol. “What is this? Look
at this, Keith. This is incredible!”
Keith Haring nodded. Mesmerized, the artists stared at the moving line.
Steve continued working with Sean,
with Warhol and Haring, watching, and then Warhol asked, "Can I try?"
Andy took Sean’s spot in front of
the computer and Steve showed him how to maneuver and click the mouse. Warhol
didn’t get it; he lifted and waved the mouse, as if it were a conductor’s
baton. Jobs gently explained that the mouse worked when it was pushed along a
surface. Warhol kept lifting it until Steve placed his hand on Warhol’s and
guided it along the floor. Finally Warhol began drawing, staring at the
“pencil” as it drew on the screen.
Warhol was mesmerized--people who
knew him know the way he tuned out everything extraneous when he was entranced
by whatever it was--gliding the mouse, eyes affixed to the monitor. Haring was
bent over watching. Andy, his eyes wide, looked up, stared at Haring, and said,
"Look! Keith! I drew a circle!"
In Warhol’s diary, published after
his death, he wrote about that night: “We went into Sean’s bedroom—and there
was a kid there setting up the Apple computer that Sean had gotten as a
present, the Macintosh model.
“I said that once some man had been
calling me a lot wanting to give me one,” Warhol wrote, “but I’d never called
him back or something, and then the kid looked up and said, ‘Yeah, that was me.
I’m Steve Jobs.’ And he looked so young like a college guy. …Then he gave me a
lesson on drawing with it. It only comes in black and white now, but they’ll
soon make it in color. …I felt so old and out of it with this whiz guy right
there who’d helped invent it.” In the diaries Warhol concluded his entry,
writing that he left the party that night and “felt so blue.” It had nothing to
do with his frustration drawing on the computer; he was jealous of Haring.
“Before I was Sean’s best grownup friend and now I think Keith is. They really
hit it off. He invited Keith to his party for kids the next day and I don’t
think I was invited and I’m hurt.”
After half an hour, the artists
returned to the party to hang out with Yoko and the other guests, and Sean left
for a while to do an interview with Yoko. When he returned, he found Steve and,
for the rest of the evening, the two were glued to the computer.
***
I had conducted the Playboy Interview with John and Yoko in
late July and early August 1980. I met Jobs under the same circumstances,
interviewing him for Playboy; the Interview,
conducted in late summer and early spring of 1984, ran in the February 1985
issue. Jobs was 28. It’s difficult for most people to remember (if they were
born then) that pre-iPhone, iPad, iPod, iMac era when the most popular personal
computer consisted of a suitcase-sized base, heavy monochrome monitor, and
keyboard, made by what was then one of the world’s most formidable companies,
IBM. It ran on an operating system called MS-DOS-- “MS” stood for Microsoft–and
had 64 kilobytes of random-access memory. Programs came and files were stored
on five-and-a-quarter-inch floppy disks that looked like rectangular 45s in
cardboard sleeves. To work on a file–a spreadsheet, say–one had to open it by
holding down the control key while pressing O and then typing in a filename.
At the time, there were no cell
phones. People listened to music on the Sony Walkman that played cassette tapes.
They read newspapers—on paper. If you mentioned Apple to most people, they’d
assume you were referring to the Beatles record label—or something you ate.
Jobs was already a superstar, an
idol; there has never been a businessman with as zealous of a following. For
many people, he has become an integral, indispensible, and even defining part
of life. In an almost scary way he exists like a Horcrux in the heads of people
who experience the world and carry on relationships through devices that are a
reflection of his intellect and taste. It’s unprecedented that so many people
throughout the world were as emotional about the retirement of a CEO as they
were when, in September, Jobs announced that he was stepping down from Apple. It’s
also unprecedented that so many people were as devastated by the death of a man
who was, after all, an entrepreneur and businessman. It was well known that Jobs
had been ill–he had pancreatic cancer and, in 2009, had a liver transplant–but
his death was still a shock. At Apple stores around the country, his fans made
shrines: flowers, letters, and apples.
The original personal computers,
from the 1970s, were mostly for geeks in high-school computer clubs before Jobs
and his partner, Steve Wozniak, founded Apple in 1976. Their first product, the
Apple I, was a hobbyist’s toy. The following year, Apple released the Apple II,
which was used in schools, and, to a lesser extent, homes, where parents did accounting,
word processing, and stored recipes, and kids did their homework and played
computer games. Apple was the uncontested leader in the modest personal-computer
market in 1981, when IBM, at the time the most formidable name in mainframe computers,
released its PC. The Apple II never cracked the business market, which was
where the big money was. To most of corporate America, Apple’s computers were
for kids, not Fortune 500 companies. IBM was a trusted brand, and it trounced
Apple. By 1984, Apple’s market share had declined by half.
Jobs attempted to fight back with new, more powerful models, including the Apple III and Lisa, but they were failures. In the early 1980s, industry wags speculated that another Apple failure could sink the company, and there were even rumors that an IBM-Apple takeover was imminent. (Typical of Apple bravado, when I met him, Randy Wigginton, a 24-year-old software designer, squelched the rumor. “IBM already said they weren’t for sale,” he cracked.) During our interview, Jobs admitted he was “betting the store” on the Macintosh. “Yeah, we felt the weight of the world on our shoulders,” he said. “We knew that we had to pull the rabbit out of the hat with Macintosh, or else we’d never realize the dreams we had for either the products or the company.”
***
The interview scheduled, I arrived
at Apple headquarters in Cupertino and was escorted to a conference room called
Picasso. A meeting with four of his chief software designers was underway. Jobs
was reputed to be an unconventional CEO, and he was. During the course of our interview,
he would talk about his influences that included everything from the book Be Here Now, by Baba Ram Das, to John
and Yoko, to lengthy conversations he’d had with his business heroes Edwin
Land, the founder of Polaroid, and Akio Moritz, founder of Sony. Indeed, the
Jobs I witnessed in action was unlike other corporate executives I’d met. In
the conference room, the first thing I noticed was that it was the first time
I’d arrived at an interview with a corporate CEO and felt overdressed. Jobs was
in a flannel shirt, jeans, and sneakers, whereas I was dressed more like
another of Jobs’ visitors that day, then (as now) California Governor Jerry
Brown, who wore a black suit.
Though the Mac had been extravagantly
announced and forty thousand computers were selling a month, it wasn’t
bug-free, and Jobs wasn’t pleased. The Apple engineers in the room, all on the
Mac team, appeared exhausted. Later I learned that other than quick naps on the
floor under their desks, they hadn’t slept in weeks, because they were
furiously working to fix the software glitches. Undeterred by the presence of a
journalist, Jobs laid into them, and they looked miserable. One held back
tears. After berating them, however, Jobs’ diatribe turned into a passionate
pep talk. “We’re almost at the finish line,” he said. “Remember, we aren’t just
building a product. We’re making history. We’re changing the world. Someday
you’ll tell your children you were part of this.”
This wasn’t the last time Jobs claimed that he wasn’t merely making software and hardware, but was fomenting revolution. He would go on to say as much at the announcement of almost every new Apple computer and other product. Over the decades since I interviewed him, I’ve profiled founders, CEOs, and presidents of dozens of high-tech companies in California’s Silicon Valley, Tokyo, Kyoto, Moscow, London, Beijing, Shanghai, and other cities. Almost every one of them described his or her company and product as revolutionary--“Our company will change life as we know it”–even when they were doing little more than providing new ways to buy books, do payroll, or flirt. But, it was Jobs who set the bar. When I interviewed Oracle founder Larry Ellison, he told me, “People ask how much difference one person can make. Steve Jobs is the answer.” Edward Tian, one of the fathers of the Chinese Internet, told me that as a young boy in Beijing, he became inspired by Jobs’ idea that computers are not just computing machines, but tools with the inherent ability to change lives. “Steve Jobs gave the computer industry a much greater goal: to make a better world,” Tian said. “The idea began to consume me.” Few would argue that the computer is transforming China, once again changing the world.
***
I sat across from Steve and turned on
my twin tape recorders and opened my reporter’s notebook that was filled with
dozens of pages of questions and notes, but Jobs stopped me. He wanted to know
if I wrote on a computer or was stuck in the “Neanderthal” world of
typewriters.
I explained that a few years earlier
I had an Apple II computer on which I wrote articles (including the John and
Yoko interview), printing out the final drafts on a dot-matrix printer that spit
out paper like a tickertape. However, in 1981, I bought a first-generation IBM
PC. When Jobs heard that I’d abandoned the Apple II for a PC, and, as I said, it
had served me well, he looked at me as if I had betrayed American secrets to
the Nazis in World War II. Then he smiled. “OK. Here’s a challenge. Try a Mac.
Write your article on it and compare it to the PC. We’ll see what you think.” It
was an intriguing idea to test-drive a computer as I interviewed its creator, and
so I agreed. The next day a loaner showed up at my home.
The interview continued off and on over
two months. There were sessions at Apple headquarters in Cupertino, where there
were video games, a ping pong table, and a stereo with six-foot speakers
blaring the Rolling Stones in the central gathering area in the Mac building.
We met in conference rooms–besides Picasso, there was da Vinci. Jobs
occasionally grabbed fresh carrot or vegetable juice from a refrigerator in a
snack room. (I learned that the juice budget for the Mac group was $200,000 a
year.)
I’d been warned that Jobs liked to
walk while he talked, but hadn’t considered that I should have gone into
training to keep apace. He dashed around Apple like a power walker obsessed,
making brief pit stops to talk to programmers, hardware engineers, department
managers, marketers, product designers, and customers meeting his sales teams. We
walked during subsequent interview sessions in San Francisco, along the
waterfront and through North Beach; on the Stanford campus; in the hills above
Woodside; through redwoods in Jack London State Park in Sonoma County, and
along steep trails in the high Sierra near Aspen, Colorado. Unsurprisingly, Jobs
was exceptionally bright about most subjects, but in Aspen he stopped a
passerby to ask, “What are all these trees with the white bark?”
For our meetings, Jobs often showed up in a
Porsche, but otherwise had few of the accouterments normally associated with
wealth (though at the time he was already worth more than a quarter of a billion
dollars). When we weren’t walking, we often talked over meals, usually sushi or
some macrobiotic combination of lettuce, beans, and rice. (A couple years later,
for a period of two weeks, he went on a grape juice fast. The juice was hand
pressed by my brother, who for awhile worked for Jobs as chef and caretaker of a
home Steve bought in Woodside, California.)
Over the course of a half dozen
weeks, Jobs fielded hundreds of questions, including ones about his background
(for the first time, he talked about being adopted, but said he didn’t want to
reveal details about his search for his biological parents, because he didn’t
want to hurt the feelings of the couple who raised him); his wealth (he laughed
about losing $200,000,000 in one day); the founding, with Steve Wozniak, of
Apple (in a garage, which by then, as I wrote, by then had already taken on the
aura of Abraham Lincoln’s log cabin); his stint at Atari, the gaming company
behind Pong; a trip to Tibet, during which a guru shaved his head; his
education (college and LSD); his relationship with Wozniak; the Apple I, II,
III, and Lisa computers; his competitors (he railed against what he viewed as the
devil incarnate, IBM), and the new Mac (the future of computing and portal into
a world of unimaginable possibilities). Jobs talked as excitedly about fonts and
internal storage devices as politics, but he became most animated when he
answered questions about his inspirations and his vision of the impact of
technology in the future.
The launch of the commercial
Internet and World Wide Web was more than a decade away, and yet at the time
Jobs envisioned “a nationwide communications network” linked by computers. “We’re
just in the beginning stages of what will be a truly remarkable breakthrough
for most people—as remarkable as the telephone,” he said. I was skeptical and
asked him to be more specific. “What kind of breakthrough are you talking
about?” He answered, “I can only begin to speculate. You don’t know exactly
what’s going to result, but you know it’s something very big and very good.” I pressed;
I wanted more than very big and very good. He thought for awhile before
responding, “A hundred years ago, if somebody had asked Alexander Graham Bell, ‘What
are you going to be able to do with a telephone?’ he wouldn’t have been able to
tell him the ways the telephone would affect the world. He didn’t know that
people would use the telephone to call up and find out what movies were playing
that night or to order some groceries or call a relative on the other side of
the globe.”
The interviews continued. More
walks. One late night, we trudged up the famously steep streets of San
Francisco’s Russian Hill. We were still walking at 3 in the morning, when I
asked about his long-term vision for Apple. He answered that he thought the
company could have an impact beyond its computers. “I think Apple has a chance
to be the model of a Fortune 500 company in the late Eighties and early
Nineties,” he said. “Ten to 15 years ago, if you asked people to make a list of
the five most exciting companies in America, Polaroid and Xerox would have been
on everyone's list. Where are they now? They would be on no one's list today.
What happened? Companies, as they grow to become multibillion-dollar entities,
somehow lose their vision. They insert lots of layers of middle management
between the people running the company and the people doing the work. They no
longer have an inherent feel or a passion about the products. The creative
people, who are the ones who care passionately, have to persuade five layers of
management to do what they know is the right thing to do.
“What happens in most companies is
that you don't keep great people under working environments where individual
accomplishment is discouraged rather than encouraged. The great people leave
and you end up with mediocrity. I know, because that's how Apple was built.
Apple is an Ellis Island company. Apple is built on refugees from other
companies. These are the extremely bright individual contributors who were
troublemakers at other companies.”
After two more weeks of
interviewing, I gathered tapes and transcripts and began writing on the
Macintosh. At first I found the mouse awkward (rather than pointing and
clicking, I was used to pressing CTR K and D to save a file), but I quickly got
the hang of it. Yes, it was easier to use, and, as Jobs described it, more
“intuitive.” In the interview, he explained the thinking behind the mouse. “If
I want to tell you there is a spot on your shirt, I’m not going to do it
linguistically: ‘There’s a spot on your shirt 14 centimeters down from the collar
and three centimeters to the left of your button.’ If you have a spot—‘There!’
[He pointed]--I’ll point to it.
Pointing is a metaphor we all know. We’ve done a lot of studies and tests on
that, and it’s much faster to do all kinds of functions, such as cutting and pasting,
with a mouse, so it’s not only easier to use but more efficient.”
I’d completed about three-quarters
of the interview when Jobs called–he was in my neighborhood. At the time I was
living in Glen Ellen, a small town in Sonoma County, more than an hour’s drive
from San Francisco. Steve came rolling up the dirt road in the Porsche. He said
he wanted to clarify a few things. We sat on a porch swing and went over them.
Mostly they were minor details, but just as Jobs obsessed with every aspect of
the Macintosh, he obsessed about everything else he did, including our
interview. He clarified some dates. He wanted to be sure that I had down the
names of people who had worked on various components and software for the Mac. He
said he’d thought of something he’d said and thought he could phrase it more
succinctly. I explained that the interview was almost complete, and it was too
late to include new information, though I’d make factual corrections. He didn’t
care. Nor did he slow down when I told him that I had to get back to work. He
talked for another hour and a half. I included his comments about his hero,
Polaroid funder Edwin Land, who he called “one of the troublemakers.” Jobs
said, “He dropped out of Harvard and founded Polaroid. Not only was he one of
the great inventors of our time but, more important, he saw the intersection of
art and science and business and built an organization to reflect that. Polaroid
did that for some years, but eventually Dr. Land, one of those brilliant
troublemakers, was asked to leave his own company--which is one of the dumbest
things I've ever heard of. So Land, at 75, went off to spend the remainder of
his life doing pure science, trying to crack the code of color vision. The man
is a national treasure. I don't understand why people like that can't be held
up as models: This is the most incredible thing to be--not an astronaut, not a
football player--but this.”
I’d completed a first draft by
Friday before the Monday deadline. On Saturday morning, I reread the piece and began
editing. I was polishing a section when without warning the words on the screen
vanished. I clicked the mouse and nothing happened. I felt sick. My article–days
of work–was gone. I continued to click the mouse and type on the keyboard, but
everything was frozen. I was horrified. There was no backup.
Another user would have to call
Apple tech support, but I called Jobs. After all, this experiment was his idea.
On the phone, he walked me through a few attempts at fixing the computer. I
couldn’t even get it to turn off, so he instructed me to try a high-tech fix: unplug
it and then start it up again. The computer turned on, but there was no sign of
my interview, even when I followed Jobs’ directions, clicking the mouse,
opening hidden files, searching where he told me to search. I was panicked, but
Jobs was said he knew what to do, that I should stand by.
On Sunday morning, Jobs’ solution
arrived in the person of Randy Wigginton, the author of MacWrite, the program
with which I’d used to write the Interview, who’d I’d briefly met at Apple. Wigginton,
with blonde hair, wearing a Lacoste shirt, and (of course) jeans, was 23 years
old. Hired at sixteen, he had been Apple’s sixth employee.
I led Wigginton to my office and the
dead Mac. He worked on it for a couple hours during which Jobs called to check
in. I asked Wigginton how it was going and he shook his head. He continued
working and I began writing again–starting from scratch–but on the IBM. If ever
you’ve lost something you’ve worked on on a computer, and if you have no
backup, you understand the desolate feeling of staring again at a blank screen,
starting over.
Wigginton was more haggard than when
I last saw him at Apple, but he didn’t take a break. I was beginning to write
on the PC when Wigginton came in to find me. After four hours, he’d found the
lost and corrupted file somewhere inside some recess of the computer’s memory, and
he reconstructed it.
I went back to work.
Later, Wigginton told me that he almost fell asleep at the wheel as he drove home. He made it to his couch, where he passed out from exhaustion. Minutes later, Jobs called, waking him, telling he needed him in the office. Wigginton rushed in. “Steve was out to change the world,” Wigginton said, “but to be honest, a lot of us never bought into that. Like many of us at Apple, especially on the Mac team, I worked 22 hours a day for one reason, to please Steve. That’s what he demanded of us, and that’s what we cared about. If he criticized us we were crushed, but we lived for his praise.”
***
I’d flown to New York and was
working in the magazine’s office there when Steve called. He happened to be in
New York, too; he’d bought an apartment in the two-towered San Remo apartment
building, which had been built in 1929, and was meeting with the architect IM
Pei about renovating it. Pei had never worked on a personal residence, but, as
Wigginton inferred, people didn’t say no to Jobs, who was nothing if not
persuasive. John Scully learned this, too. As Jobs described in the interview, a
couple years earlier he had recruited Scully, then president of Pepsi, to join
Apple and help him run the company. Scully was balking at the offer when Jobs famously
challenged him, “Are you going to keep selling sugar water to children when you
could be changing the world?” Scully joined Apple.
I had plans the evening Steve called me in New
York. I was attending Sean Lennon’s birthday party at the Dakota, and called
and asked Yoko if I could bring Steve along. She said she’d enjoy meeting him.
I called him back and invited him. He said it sounded fun.
Afterward, Steve and I left the
Dakota. A few dozen people were still outside with candles. Someone plaintively
strummed a guitar and a girl sang, “Across the Universe.”
Steve and I walked down 72nd
Street—it was raining harder. We talked about the saddest moment at the party.
Harry Nilsson had lead everyone in a song for Sean, a rousing “For He’s a Jolly
Good Fellow.” Afterward, Sean said, “If my dad were here we’d sing, ‘For
they’re jolly good fellows.’”
We walked in silence for a while and
then I mentioned the party again, what seemed to be an extraordinary moment,
Andy Warhol thrilled to have drawn a circle. Steve seemed less interested in
the famous artist drawing on the Mac than in Sean. He explained, “It’s that
older people sit down and ask, ‘What is it?’ but a child asks, ‘What can I do
with it?’”
***
At one point during the Interview,
Jobs had said, “I’ll always stay connected with Apple.” Of course it was
prescient, and particularly ironic because he would soon be fired by the Apple
board and John Scully. Jobs continued, “I hope that throughout my life I’ll
sort of have the thread of my life and the thread of Apple weave in and out of
each other, like a tapestry. There may be a few years when I’m not there, but
I’ll always come back.” He did. Scully left, Apple was again in trouble, and
Steve, who in the break from Apple founded NeXT, another computer company, and
acquired the fledgling animation studio, Pixar, from George Lucas, returned. He
continued, “And that’s what I may try to do. The key thing to remember about me
is that I’m still a student. I’m still in boot camp. If anyone is reading any
of my thoughts, I’d keep that in mind. Don’t take it all too seriously. If you
want to live your life in a creative way, as an artist, you have to not look
back too much. You have to be willing to take whatever you’ve done and whoever
you were and throw them away. What are we, anyway? Most of what we think we are
is just a collection of likes and dislikes, habits, patterns. At the core of
what we are is our values, and what decisions and actions we make reflect those
values. That is why it’s hard doing interviews and being visible: As you are growing
and changing, the more the outside world tries to reinforce an image of you
that it thinks you are, the harder it is to continue to be an artist, which is
why a lot of times, artists have to go, ‘Bye. I have to go. I’m going crazy and
I’m getting out of here.’ And they go and hibernate somewhere. Maybe later they
re-emerge a little differently.”
The evening of party, Steve and I
turned on Columbus Avenue and talked more about the long-term promise of
technology. I asked Steve what was coming down the road—way down the road, how
else technology would change life, and if he would be at the forefront of whatever
it is. “That’s for the next generation,” he said. “I
think an interesting challenge in this area of intellectual inquiry is to grow
obsolete gracefully, in the sense that things are changing so fast that
certainly by the end of the Eighties, we really want to turn over the reins to
the next generation, whose fundamental perceptions are state-of-the-art
perceptions, so that they can go on, stand on our shoulders and go much further.
It’s a very interesting challenge, isn’t it? How to grow obsolete with grace.”
I asked what he might do
if he were to retire from Apple. With a few hundred million dollars, he could
do anything he wanted to. He took a moment to answer, and when he did, he said,
“Well, my favorite things in life are books, sushi and....” He stopped. “My
favorite things in life don’t cost any money. It’s really clear that the most
precious resource we all have is time.”
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